(Scarred Bullet, #3)
Publication date: March 17th 2017
Genres: New Adult, Romance
Iâm supposed to be strong.
Until I found I was in a relationship I swore I would never be in.
I didnât know how trapped I was until Dean Sailer walked into the diner, making me question who I turned into.
Dean reeked of overconfidence. Heâs sarcastic and thinks heâs funny.
The worst part is I find myself smiling when I donât feel like it. He brought out something inside me that I locked away a long time ago.
I wanted nothing to do with him.
I wanted to stay contained in my world.
When tragedy threatens the life of me and my best friend, heâs the one I find myself relying on.
Heâs there for me when no one else is.
No matter how much I try to resist Dean Sailer, he seems to delve deeper into a place I thought was gone.
Can I change?Or will I be the definition of what Iâve made myself out to be?
Falling in love or falling in lust? Which would you want to do over and over and why?
For me, personally, I would do falling in love. Now, when I think about this, Iâm thinking, Iâm damn crazy. Because falling in love means having your heart fall harder and maybe even turn into tiny pieces.
Falling in love is the real deal. You put in the effort. The hard work. The time to know a real person. To let them into your head and heart, only to find it more hurtful when something happens. But thatâs what a part of falling in love is. You know itâs true love when they stick with you through your hardest times. Thatâs what itâs all about. Thatâs the real test.
Falling in lust? Sure, that is just awesome. Intense. Heated. Everything sizzling into a small package. A small moment where you can live in it and enjoy it. But you know, it will always come to an end.
With falling in love, you know at the end, there never will be one, because you two would be tied together with something that canât be explained. Canât be examined. Canât be understood. Falling in love is that private moment between each other that only you two can feel and understand.
Falling in love is never easy. But in the end, all of it is worth it.
Maybe Iâm a hopeless romantic? I donât know. But something about falling in love seems like finding a treasure that seems unattainable.
I am a Leo. Born August 10, living on the east coast. I self-published my first novel, PNEUMA, November 2014, and itâs hasnât stopped since.
One of my biggest problems was having too much to read. Now my newfound problem; having too much to write and not enough hands to type it out. Not enough brains to put the stories together fast enough. Not enough tea or coffee to keep me awake 24/7.
So, like every normal person, I have to take it one day at a time.
My cravings for sweets keep me going, any sort of cakes (especially red velvet), pies, cookies, and ice cream.
I have a cat named Bongo-Bongo, who loves to get in my way when Iâm trying to work, but is too cute for me to fight him off.
And then I have my family, specifically my husband, who puts up with my endless nights, my tapping of the keyboard, my ridiculous imagination, and yet, he always encourages me to believe in myself and follow my dreams.
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